Working on being healthy in body , mind , spirit..135 lbs lost, then Maintained for a few years, and lately some regained. Working on it -in and out of Pjs
Tuesday, July 3, 2012
I Don't Know...................she whines
Gives me the illusion of cool when it's 105 friggin degrees outside
Long time, no posts usually can mean "Life is Good!" or " Whoops, things have been out of control"...How about all of the above. I just don't know what to do though....
Don't know what to do , how to do it, or what the heck? don't know what I want or how I want it or anything else. (Other than I want it from the ice cream aisle.)
Things at the PJ haven have hit the fan this week, so it would be nice to know.
Mostly I'm referring to I don't know what to do about eating and the concept of dieting etc etc. I think I've read too many blogs and opinions and have become confused. This was where I was last summer too. The direction (I. E.) I went in last summer resulted in a weight gain . Gaining any more weight scares the hell out of me. I can't gain any more weight.
No , I can easily gain more weight. I really don't want to. Yet, I still ate Lasagna and garlic rolls tonight. And maybe some sugar free ice cream with some not sugar free stuff on top.
I do know I am somewhat fascinated by the whole Tomkat divorce thing and reading about this Sea Org thing in Scientology. crazy ass celebrities. I do know I need to sleep more. I do like my sample sized Dove Green tea / Cucumber deoderant, so I think I'm switching brands. I know I'm so glad I don't have to work July 4.
I do know that I've been eating crap for the last couple of days, but I danced my arse off at the Coldplay concert that I won tickets for. It's possible it was a calories in / calories out kind of day. Yesterday, maybe. Today, not so much.
I do know I think about all of this too much, and I don't know how to NOT think about it. Maybe I need to be deprogrammed.
I do know I'm kidding myself if I think I can have anything from this section of the grocerystore in my house. I use the soap treatment when the truth finally sinks in...as in destroy with lemon fresh JOY
I'm a Geek for many things: Food, Pajamas, Coffee, Chocolate, Movies, Books, getting and being fit and healthy, 80's music, and the list goes on and on .....A nurse, a diabetic, I've lost over 130 lbs and have more to go . And I actually enjoy working out.
I chose the names of Ms. PJ Geek and PJ and Pounds because I have happy memories of childhood, coming in dirty and sweaty from playing in the yard. Then taking a bath, putting on a fresh nightgown and feeling all new again . I felt like a princess. Fresh renewal. .........
All names and situations will be changed to protect the innocent and the guilty, and so I can keep my job. While I am a nurse, I do not intend this to be a blog with specific directions or guidelines for healthcare. And.....though I have a college degree, that was a long time ago ya'll, and I don't remember proper punctuation or grammar.