Long time, no posts usually can mean "Life is Good!" or " Whoops, things have been out of control"...How about all of the above. I just don't know what to do though....
Don't know what to do , how to do it, or what the heck? don't know what I want or how I want it or anything else. (Other than I want it from the ice cream aisle.)
Things at the PJ haven have hit the fan this week, so it would be nice to know.
Mostly I'm referring to I don't know what to do about eating and the concept of dieting etc etc. I think I've read too many blogs and opinions and have become confused. This was where I was last summer too. The direction (I. E.) I went in last summer resulted in a weight gain . Gaining any more weight scares the hell out of me. I can't gain any more weight.
No , I can easily gain more weight. I really don't want to. Yet, I still ate Lasagna and garlic rolls tonight. And maybe some sugar free ice cream with some not sugar free stuff on top.
I do know I am somewhat fascinated by the whole Tomkat divorce thing and reading about this Sea Org thing in Scientology. crazy ass celebrities. I do know I need to sleep more. I do like my sample sized Dove Green tea / Cucumber deoderant, so I think I'm switching brands. I know I'm so glad I don't have to work July 4.
I do know that I've been eating crap for the last couple of days, but I danced my arse off at the Coldplay concert that I won tickets for. It's possible it was a calories in / calories out kind of day. Yesterday, maybe. Today, not so much.
I do know I think about all of this too much, and I don't know how to NOT think about it. Maybe I need to be deprogrammed.
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