all over the place

...at various times today

Gardened in pjs before 7:30 am.....just me and my pink flowered Eeyore pjs..trying to get a corner of the front flower bed weeded and mulched. Once the southern heat and bugs whip up in to a fury, I won't be out there very much.

Argued with my husband over a cupcake..I wanted him to eat it.and he wanted it for me. I ate the damn cupcake, but very slowly and mindfully.

Later, felt bad about it.

Repeatedly asked myself "what do I want?".

Added to my definition of abstinence--No binges, no obsessions, and no guilt. I'm working on the guilt part.

Worked my bootey until it was shaped like my chair.

Cooked bbq beef in the crockpot.

Cooked corn on the cob and steamed asparagus.

Walked the dogs.

Had fun at my water aerobics class.

Turned things over to God a few times.

Realized my hormones are out of whack. I keep forgetting. Is that the brain fog I keep hearing about?