Gratitude not Attitude

Is it Friday yet? Seriously. I'm about done.
Work issues have left me very down..Tuesday was about the most depressed I've been recently since either a. we thought we had mold growing in the house or b. I thought my dog Pooter was dying (thank God not).

I've gone from a meaningful job to a meaningless job. I'm trying as hard as I can to make it meaningful and to have a good attitude and just to be grateful this is my biggest problem. But the shadow of already announced layoffs to come and the deathnell of company emails about "we know you are all concerned and we are trying to come up with the best way to align positions, but meanwhile 'keep working you still have a job to do .'

I'm too tired to post more or read blogs or comment and I'm thinking I'm heading to bed now..but here is what I'm grateful for:

I am happy and proud that I did not eat over this.
I am so glad I danced at Zumba Monday, did kickboxing class Tuesday where my trainer had me do knee kicks for a full minute encouraging me to take it out on him, , took a walk in the sun today, did a weight training class tonight and went to Bible study.
I am grateful for all the blessings I have-my husband and animals and home and church and family.
I am grateful for my job and when I do get to sometimes help people.
I am grateful for life.